Lady Liquor and her Sweet Poison Kiss (The one I'll miss) Dark Poetry

Lady Liquor only you made me feel like this.. How you sooth my soul with your sweet poison kiss.. each sip a bit closer to bliss... each sip a bit close to death... But I've been to hell and back... the legacy of the undead lives on with the words written by the Sinister Pen... As time flies by it seems there is no longer time try Cry..... By Lady Liquor let's have one more dance.. one more Poison Kiss before we die..... or was this whole story a lie???? I'm still alive.... but maybe now it's time to tell you goodbye... Lady Liquor ... you're killing me softly with each sip.. you're killing me slowly with each bottle my soul consumed.... only to live a fantasy.. that would end in Doom..... for how can I spread magic and mystical notes into the world if I am forever in the coffin... ??? I had to find my happiness again.. within my soul..... but with you by my side i knew I'd never really be alone... and even though the world is cold, and I drank to feel again.... there was so much magic within my fingers and voice that was meant to be unleashed from within... Of course they want the show.. the Drunken Jester to make the world laugh.... but Lady Liquor had taken me down a dark path... clouded my mind with illusions that made me think things that were never there.. perhaps they were ghosts of path memories... Lady Liquor i'll miss you magic bliss.. I'll miss your sweet poison kiss. But my destiny is not the darkness yet... I have a lot more to live for.. so much more to create.. so many stories to tell... and more magic to perform to escape this hell.... Of course heaven was only one word or note away... as everyday.. i forge my own destiny..... The sinister poet writing with the candles let.. they just want the Drunken Jester.. but do they want to know the real man behind the curtain??? one thing is for certain..... i need to find a new path.... All was fun and games as we kissed Lady Liquor and got intoxicated by her seductive poison... but she never loved us.. she just wanted to claim more souls for her coffins.. so many gone.. too soon... I don't want to be another one of he victims... not today... or ever... And it beings me sorry to you goodbye Lady Liquor ... i'll miss your magic bliss.. and the intoxication of your sweet poison kiss..so many memories that made me feel like this... but perhaps it's time for the Drunken Jester to exist the stage.... and the Mage of Time.. to take over.. the next act... ! Then again many have faded away from me.. and pushed me away ... Perhaps it is because they see I am No Longer The Hero....